Diary Entry #5

Alone.
Its crazy how I can be next to you and still feel alone.
I came to you so I wouldn't.
I came to you to take this feeling away.
To make me feel warm and loved and wanted.
This...this bed we sleep in, this bed we shared our most intimate moments in, that was once a safety net for me as you kissed me on my cheek and left me in it...feels no longer these things.
What have we become?
How did we let the world get involved so deeply that we let it slowly tear us apart from our hearts and what we once had?
What I want is security from you.
To know that you still want to do this with me.
As Aladdin held out his hand to Jasmine, stared her in the eyes and asked, "Do you trust me?" She took his hand and at that moment gave him her heart as well.
Well I don't want the feeling of emptiness and loneliness lurking when I'm with you.
So let's take it back before the world entered in and pick it up from there.
What I'm saying is I'm holding out my hand and asking "Are you forever in this until our carpet ride is over?"

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Like Sweet Morning Dew, I Took One Look At You & It Was Plain To See You Are My Destiny..

This song has been played out in my car for a week now. Miss 90s music. Music is rarely original these days...especially rap.

-Love In Peace Out

Bacon Is In the Air...Wait..HUH?!

So while some people on Valentine's Day was getting teddy bears and flowers and candy, my babe decided to be creative and get me two packs of bacon. I hated LOVED my gift! [Yeah, Im a different type of girl lol]. Here's the story...

See I'm not big on Valentine's Day because I think it's so commercialized [also why go all out on 1 day of the year when you're suppose to 365? Just saying.] I told him this and not to get me anything since it was our first holiday together. Well, yesterday he texts me telling me "Happy Valentine's Day" and that he has something for me. My facial expression --> 0_o Then he continues to say how corny it is and that I'm going to laugh. So I Get to his place and he gives me the card [which I loved because it really sounded like he would write] and presented me with a pink bag. Before I could open it he told me, "I didn't know what to really get you since you don't celebrate today and it came to me. You said this saying alot 'If the world had more ____, the world would be a happy place.' and so that's what I got you." I started laughing in disbelief. My saying is "If the world had more BACON, the world would be a happy place." [Bacon is the BEST food ever! Should go on everything!] I laughed so hard and loved him for it. That's not all he did. He tried to get reservations at an exclusive restaurant, but they were all booked so he is taking me later.

I thought it was so creative because it shows he listens and he knows that I have a weird sense of humor, but I know it's a day that's written down in my book. Even my mommy said, "Ooohkay. That was very creative of him. Certainly not original." Well, that was my V-day, how was yours? =)

-Love In Peace Out

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Sticks & Stones May Break My Bones BUT Chains & Whips EXCITE me... >=]

This bish better do the damn thing! YES! I love this WHOLE vid. Makes me want to be tied up and have someone just lick my tats while i try to escape...*crickets* HEY!... Don't judge me.


P.S. RiRi...I want that "Uncensored" shirt....gotta find that like ASAP.


-Love In Peace Out

MTV...Let Me See Some Ssskkiiinnn....

Sooo, I'm one of those rare people that actually watch MTV's new show Skins and hate LOVE it! Back in the day MTV had a show called Undressed and that is exactly what it reminds me of. More than likely because I went through the most awkward years in high school so I can relate to some of the stuff that goes down or I had friends that experienced stuff and I was along for the ride. In the second episode, they played many jazz/soul songs that had me dancing around my room in the groove. One song that played throughout was Marlena Shaw's Let's Wade In the Water [NOTHING like the gospel song]. A good song to play on a warm day like today I might add. Listened to a few songs by her and yes... she is pretty epic to me and is being added to my iPod as I write this. Check her out.

-Love In Peace Out

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