Tuesday, May 17

Diary Entry #5

Alone.
Its crazy how I can be next to you and still feel alone.
I came to you so I wouldn't.
I came to you to take this feeling away.
To make me feel warm and loved and wanted.
This...this bed we sleep in, this bed we shared our most intimate moments in, that was once a safety net for me as you kissed me on my cheek and left me in it...feels no longer these things.
What have we become?
How did we let the world get involved so deeply that we let it slowly tear us apart from our hearts and what we once had?
What I want is security from you.
To know that you still want to do this with me.
As Aladdin held out his hand to Jasmine, stared her in the eyes and asked, "Do you trust me?" She took his hand and at that moment gave him her heart as well.
Well I don't want the feeling of emptiness and loneliness lurking when I'm with you.
So let's take it back before the world entered in and pick it up from there.
What I'm saying is I'm holding out my hand and asking "Are you forever in this until our carpet ride is over?"
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